So lots of random things! This is more like a myspace blog then it is a 'journal' for Deviant...ehehehe!

My boyfriend is currently at a ranch, until August. He left mid-may. The ranch is like 18 hours away from where I live. >_< Which really sucks, 'cause that means I won't see him now until August. But there is also a chance (bad) that he won't be home now until the Spring semester starts up at our community college here. And then even *worse*...there is another chance he might stay until NEXT August. So like over a year. To sound completely selfish and possessive (???), I really don't want him to be gone that long.
I'm not the wisest girl out there, sure, I haven't lived long enough to have the experience...but for now, he is the one I love to pieces and I never want to lose him. So I just really want him to come home, so I can see him again...
As it is, I barely get to talk to him. Sometimes, if I'm lucky, we can talk online. But he's an hour behind me, so timing doesn't always click. Then on his days off, sometimes he texts me, but doesn't usually call...not always sure why he doesn't. <-haha, doesn't sound good, hm? I'm sure there is a valid reason...
So yeah. And I'm jealous of the girls at the ranch who get to see him day after day and can be all cutesy/flirtsy...like, "summer flings" or somethin', ya know? So yeah, silly stuff. And I seriously don't believe he is a cheater. He is better then that!

But anyway, haha, I'm going...so bye!